Love |&&| Hate

Love && Hate
He told me he loved me
He said he would never leave
But he shows his love through violence and abuse
You don’t need him you can do so much better, my mom told me time and time again
He does love you he doesn’t deserve you, my friends tried to make me doubt him
His “love” and their words had me singing out like Keisha Chante “Does he love me, does he really love me”

You’re nothing without me
You’re worthless and nothing but a mistake, he made me believe I wasn’t worth anyone time and love
Baby I’m sorry I didn’t mean what I said please forgive me
I need you please don’t leave me, his words and sincerity brought me back after every fight
He broke me done until I had nothing
He tore down my spirit until I was nothing
He took away my happiness and hope
Leaving me a tore and battered shell of who I once was
He left me screaming out like Vanessa Hudgens “Baby come back to me”

I cut myself off from the world
I didn’t need him, I didn’t need anybody
You have to go through the pain to experience the joy, my grandmother’s words rang through my head
Its always darkest before dawn, my mother’s words wouldn’t leave me alone
Slowly but surely, I became myself again
Destiny’s Child “Survivor” became the theme to my new life

Baby I know I did you wrong
Please just take me back
I’ve changed I swear I wont hurt you again, once again he lured me back into his trap
His charm, his demeanor, and his actions said something different than what I knew I should have believed
He said our love was like Pleasure P “I did you wrong, you did me wrong, I take you back, you take me back”

Its was once said that you cant love until you love yourself
Its was once written that old habits die hard
I remember being told that a cheetah cant change its spots
Like the old saying goes it’s a fine line between love and hate

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